Well, yeah, it'd be impossible to come out of all this shit exactly the same as ever. But what else am I supposed to do? If I go home talking about this stuff, I'll get thrown in a mental health facility in no time.
Besides, I still want to be a pro musician. That'll never change.
Yes and no. My sister's fine, but our parents have their own idea about how things should be, and it doesn't always line up with what we actually want.
Tell that to them. They've already decided what I'm doing with my life and they didn't even ask me about it. They probably won't like that I'm not going with it.
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Besides, I still want to be a pro musician. That'll never change.
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nodd laughs but it's fond and short and from delight not mocking. ]
And if that sort of drive doesn't take you there, I don't know what secret elixir we should all be looking for instead.
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We'll see how my family feels about it. But I've already done a concert and joined a band, so that's the first two steps down.
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[ this 'fam-il-ee.' ]
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[ very judicial. nodd doesn't like parents, like, generally, but it won't serve kazuki for him to go off. ]
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Sounds familiar. And, all due respect, screw it. It's your life.
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...It'd just be nice if they did, is all.